Tuesday, November 27, 2007
will return 191207..........
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
2 Days fly past in a blink of an eye...its 2 mre days to ex crescendo...been asking around for more information regardin the beloved thai camp haha and so far it sounds nt bad haha lets hope 21days will nt be diminuendo but truely crescendo with fortissimo and hopefully its presto/vivace too haha..ok for ppl who r lost go and learn the piano bah....was reading through the papers yesterday and say like all my sailing juniors on it...feel really proud of them haha to me i still see them as the small boys that they were bah scrambling around the sailing centre trying to seek tips from us on which course and direction we were goin to take...which route was the best etc haha kinda miss those period sailing haha and in a blink of an eye they are all grown up going for SEA games and asian games leh...wah realli times have changed...i use to think hmm i haven sailed for quite some time super competitively leh but i think if i go back nw i can still match them in tactics if nt in fitness haha but...i think maybe not anymore haha they seem much more matured than last time haha and looking at our massive change in wind conditions and weather in singapore haha i think i might get whooped...so i shall not go and find out haha
Went to watch enchanted today with my Ex platoon serg and one of my church frens....the show is absolutely retarded i tell u but damn nice....first 30mins i was dying of embarrassment coz it soo reminded me of snow white...the next 1 hr i was like laughin like mad coz it was retarded but absolutely hilarious..the last 30mins was haha typical but very disney and homely haha so i concluded its a good show to watch haha.....2 more days...i am trying not to count down...
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Friday, November 23, 2007
4 more days to thailand...hope that this trip will be fun and memorable for me....hopefully everyone returns home safely too haha...been trying to remember what i am forgetting to bring ....i think i will find out when i am there bah.....21days away from civilisation......sounds like an idea to me...or in lingo i haven use for sometime...a sublime concept.....
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
And so 211107 is coming to a close..a rather uneventful day i whd say...rushing around like a mad boy today...trying to get everything sorted out and organised....din even have much time for breakfast and lunch....oh well...had jacks place for dinner with 2 of my good buddies in camp...and i would say the standard of jacks place is just simply put...horrible.....
The clock is ticking i guess..and time just seems to fly and fly away.....its approximately 21mins nw to the next day....and i have run out of things to say....oh well...i shall just pray for the brand new day bah....
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Saturday, November 17, 2007
Rumours....went to watch beowulf with my sergs than they asked me so hw anyone complain abt us so far? i was like hmm...haha dun knw leh somehw i seem to alwys be hearing things that i am nt supposed to hear..in general i guess..when i was in VJ than nw in NS.. haha i feel like an information counter for guys with the query " so hw am i an ok guy so far?" oh well...thnk goodness politics in my coy is like nearly 0 so tat has saved my hide plenty of times...the one thing i learnt abt rumours though is tat they r usually alittle bit exaggerated bah but the general idea is there probably abt 70 to 80% truth haha...theres no such thing as a false rumour if u have trustworthy sources bah tats what i think unless the other party has a hidden agenda in which case u better be smart enuf to tell whats true and false haha...i sound like a guru well done anyway the bottom line is still what u choose to believe and not i guess...and i guess i still choose not to believe some rumours...though i still erk at the thought of hw it even ended up like this in the first place...bystanders have no right to comment abt rumours though haha unless ur opinion is asked i think it shd just stay wif u bah...sometimes ignorance is bliss for some ppl i guess haha...i need to close my ears mre often sometimes...but i just get so curious sometimes haha...if curiosity haven killed the cat it certainly has killed jfoo a few thousand times...i think i say this like damn often haha...
Well was discussing wif my Serg abt one of our fren who is the ultimate desperate guy i have ever seen lah....he is like any gal he will also go for it..and hopefully the right one comes...i was like hmm...well done well yest even after the amazing race thing he still had the energy to go orchard to go look at gals....notice i said look at gals its literally just tat...check out the gals in orchard...like omg who in his right mind does tat?? like even if u r nt tired u wun even do it..he does it when hes shacked out....i was dots....hopefully it doesnt get him into trouble....well haha he definately redefined desperate for sure....and somehw desperate just reminds me of exasperate...exasperation...i guess tats what happens after desperation... another theory tat i figure is probably 50% true bah...haha some times exasperation just comes i guess...
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went for a full day battalion amazing race today...maciam walk from tanjong pagar to douby ghout like 5 hrs spam chionging round CBD area....i am like super pro there leh....well it was a challenge from csm and i am glad tat even though we r shacked out..we finish 2nd in the whole freaking battalion...tats like 300 over dollars worth of movie tickets...!!! omg!!1 hahawell done...
watched Beowulf wif my segs and frens...nt realli a nice show...been spammin movies with guys recently and the bottom line is when u leave the cinema u find its damn gay sometimes...but oh well a good movie is a good movie so bo bian....its still better than watching with urself..which its freaking emo....
thailand is inching closer and closer like in 1 weeks plus time...not realli excited about it anymore bah i would say...though i think it will be an interesting experience...i feel like i am just leaving so many things unsettled behind....hopefully i can get a peace of mind bah....dun know...guess i myself also dun knw what to expect nw leh...oh well whatever it is..i guess i have said all i have ever wanted to say and expressed all my feelings leh bah...time i guess....after all the space bar is the longest bar in the keyboard for a reason i guess...haha
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
about 7 more hours to book in...soo not excited about it...well back to camp equals chasing sergents and sirs for them to submit their platoon norminal rolls...chase them to hurry give their passports to me...chase all the PR's to apply visa....chase all those on leave to actually go on leave instead of stayin incamp...it makes me feel horrible when i apply leave for someone and in the end he cant go for it due to working commitments lah...well basically i am chasing everyone...Thnk goodness they understand....but still chasing after evrything is not exactly very relaxing u knw....oh well shall book in and look forward to book out bah....
Slpt so late last night talking to you...i guess i felt a little better bah..but than i guess i made you feel so much worst...haiz it seems we are workin in inversely proportionality now which doesnt seem to be very good....its realli good to know you still care though...oh well...probably the timing is just all wrong and stuff and we r both alittle lost i guess...probably i am abit mre lost bah....oh well...i guess this blog is not becoming so dead after all so yupz....we shall just see how things go bah....one things for sure though..i nv thought of it as a convenient excuse...or anything of tat sort bah...lets just see hw things goes....
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
And amzingly its a saturday alr....i am beginning to run out of things to blog.....maybe its simply because its gonna be like a broken tape recorder soon....i am soo not excited about book in tmr...its like haiz dun feel like but no choice if not the work will just pile up like mad u knw.....oh well....slpt over at glens hse last nite...i guess it took my mind off alot of things bah....realli glad to have all those frens even though i pangsehed them as much as they pangseh me sometimes..haha ..than after a while it will all come rushing back at you though....
The sign for one i doubt it will be coming at all...unless a tooth fairy appear and grant me 3 wishes...which i doubt will be happening anytime soon....kind of frustrated with myself...haha coz for once thinking too much is like the worst thing u can probably do now....it makes u indecisive... inconsiderate...irritating ...etc....but hw to not think about something like this leh...
dun knw bah to me this equals armageddon loh....well maybe its just me....i dun know....i feel like a tadpole thrown in the ocean haha.....is it coz i am too free??? God knows man i doubt it though...i am like quite occupied this week loh...haiz still like that....i am just going round in circles again.....no matter who's fault this is...guess i just dun want to make her upset again bah....maybe i should just let go of it.....though i kind of thing i wun be able to do it even if i try....rars!!!! i feel frustrated with myself......
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Friday, November 09, 2007
woke up early in the morning at 8 today to go for driving loh...eyes were like half open and half close...had the same dream for the 3rd consecutive time..which is like omg man...first time it happen at vivo...2nd time on the mrt...yest was on the bus....exact same contend but diff scenario...probably what u whd call human reflex bah..dun knw...it feels so real though..what i realli am hoping for..but it has occured so many times i am like kind of irritated with it leh...coz it is just a dream..well done man...
went for driving in the morning and met zi rui and melcolm there haha such a small world....its nice to meet people and just go and chill i guess....its only been one plus days..but it just feels so long....the days are definately getting longer...realli wish i could help her with anything nw though....knowing someone u love is goin though a tough time and u can do nothing about it..is probably even worst than getting thru this bah....oh well....
Guess if u realli do not know whats the best course of action to take....u do the only practical thing left on earth.....u wait for a sign....
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
Woke up this morning thinking that life was just a bad dream. well all it took was just to look at my phone to confirm reality i guess haha...Saw something thought provoking on tv yest...
There are only 2 reasons why a couple can remain frens after a break up
1) they never truely loved each other
2) He/She still want to help the other person secretly...
Hmm dun knw what to make of it coz number 2 is rather vague....as in it could mean lots of things...all i knw that the transition is just realli weird..its like out of this world...but u still have got to deal with it....
Pass few months have just been too crazy i guess...maybe its just good to give each other a breather....
"occupy yourself with things to do than things will soon be history" quote from a HOT who reminded me not to kill myself....and that he has been though this a thousand times and is still alive and kicking.....haha to think i use to help others in relationship issues...what irony...
Somehow though i just hope that things don't become history....haha hopefully....
"who knows what the future may hold?" another wonderful quote.....
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
I always thought i would be kind of ok with handling this type of stuff...oh well guess i realli din knw myself that well.....
i think i am still trying to figure out what to do and stuff...
not that i have much of a clue where to start....
its nice to knw about people around me who ended up with something like this but thats not much of a help either.....
Either way...one thing i knws for certain...i wun be hanging out with any female frens for a while...haha hope i dun turn gay...
I think its just me...nt very sure but every girl i see nowadays..is making me think of her....
Maybe i shd just spam myself with work instead of taking a break nw...than again..i am alr on break...shiks....
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Saturday, November 03, 2007
And all of a sudden, I am on a blogging spree. Did you know that we have 2 living entities in ourselfs?? Yupz one is our true physical form and the other is our heart....Yupz the heart is a seperate entity on its own....coz it has all the five senses and even moves on its own....
It Listens and reacts to the words of others
It sees the character of yourself
It smells the scent of jealousy
It tastes the bitterness of despair
It feels the pain of the ones you love....
It softens to sympathy..
It even rejoices in happiness
The heart think on its own, it is independent of the brain and acts on its own....cool right....
Oh well, guess i am just bored again....shall be goin to thailand at the end of this month..cant say i am dead excited about it...i heard from some guys about where we are goin and i am in OMG mode alr...Kanchanaburi the place where the Deathrailway was constructed is what i hear man...its like omg they say thailand is like dirty and haunted and i will be goin to like the MEGA haunted district of thailand for 1 month...GG i specifically told my buddy if anything happens at night..u r on ur own man... do not wake me up...do not tap me...and do not even call my name....haha oh well guess i will survive there somehw....
Been kind of occupying myself with stuff today i guess...went lib a while to read than went to do grocery with my aunt and mum...fixed the a new filter for my tape...kind of cool...now i can drink water directly from my tape again..yippee kind of sick of boiling after my old filter spoilt...and the highlight of the day was a $200 ang pao from my aunt for christmas..i was like omg thnks man....haha with this i can seriously consider my m600i again muahahaha...for all who r clueless its the ultimate and best non camera phone on planet earth man..sony ericsson m600i...sweet...it just cost 348 wifout plan...if u like me r into non camera stuff..u shd seriously check it out...yupz...than again like i have a choice....
Cant wait for the next week to be over man...super long weekend for me yippee....hmm feel like organising something next week but than everyone in uni seems to be buried underneath work currently...so oh well guess i will see hw things go....i need to start mugging seriously thats for sure....before i buang my sats next year.....
oh well...haha looks like i am back to blogging...hope my poor gf is still hanging in there with all her projects and work.....hope u can au guo this tough period....jiayou to all uni ppl haha
realli realli miss u :)
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Friday, November 02, 2007
Its good to return to a dead blog, first time i checked on it in 11 months and i just happen to click on my own link thru Bao Bao's blog. well done....
Saw jerome's comment dated 2006..omg time flies soo fast...its the end of 2007 alr....
Ns is kind of like a broken tape recorder...well recently met some cool guys so i guess its ok...somehow it seems impossible to fit into the mainstream body of my camp which is approximately less than 100m from wy's hse...oh well maybe i realli din bother to try anyway..haha its like i am speaking english and they reply in hokkien teochew and malay..oh well i shall not discriminate against the less educated becoz some of them are kinda nice...the rest are just plain weird...4 words sum up their lifes motocycle, their cigarrete, clubbing and of coz tatooing. Kind of a cultural shock for me at first i got to admit but than again haha u seen one and u seen it all...
Guess that no matter what you do there will bound to be externalities that will be incurred. Oh well....but i am slowly finding all the nice and lovable guys there which turned out to be quite a number...the rest..just ignore haha...
Things i need to do:
-Occupy myself with stuff to do
-Drive under the speed limit so that i wun have to jam break to avoid buses and road hazards during my driving lessons.
-mug more for my SAT
-be nicer to my gf
-be mre understanding
-stop using army as an excuse for selfcentered behaviour
I think number 6 is kind of hard for NS guys haha esp if u are a stay in and only book out on the weekends..u tend to think the world owes u a living for wasting ur time..oops i mean for productively serving the nation.
Oh well i am currently in my own world...and haha lets just say that the current just changed with me being oblivious and i am at the wrong side of the ocean...i miss sailing...well guess i miss much lots of stuff i use to be able to do freely and even complain about...
oh well.....i guess whatever a blogs good for, it kills time and pens down personal thoughts haha than again too much and u end up penning mre impulses than thoughts....oh well guess i am ranting too much....
"What lies behind us, and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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