Monday, November 21, 2005
assumptions
So life goes on withour a com they say..well it looks like i am stuck in tamp lib blogging while waiting for my fren again hope that he comes soon sia...oh wellz went for training yest man yes TRAINING!! u can juz imagine how bored i am lah to actually comtemplate training as a form of past time haha luckily it was quite fun, i dun know why but being all alone out at sea with only the wind and waves sort of appeals to me haha guess i am quite a loner sometimes....and it seems my fitness level has dropped too coz i woke up aching this morning oh nosi this is not good haha better start to gym...haha i never tot i whd actually use the lib com eve lah this juz goes to show that never is really a long time and nothing is impossible haha...well my family is starting to abandon me again haha this morning my uncle's family and mine minus me all go science center to see star wars exibition lah haha how nice of them man...oh well i will juz hav to find somethng to do wif my church frens later haha..
haiz on to more serious stuff haha i was blog hopping in the library than i suddenly saw this title" Post Mortem" wah seh i tell u i stun sia...i thought someone died lah when i first saw it haha than as i read the contends it sounded like someone died but not literally i guess...well juz want to say that never really expected anything to happen u know, so its not as bad as u think maybe its really bad for u i dun know for sure, but yah i only wanted to find a good fren...the rest i sort of like known is wishful thinking bah strange right i also dun know why ..i want to blog this for quite long liaoz lah juz becoz i like a gal doesn,t mean that every silly action i do is for erm that kind of ending bah...wats wrong wif frens?? the class cant seem to accept this fact though and i personally think that i myself am not ready for it haha dun know why everyone is dying to get attached lah hmm.....
maybe i got the whole thing wrong again maybe u got the whole thing wrong and maybe everyone got everything wrong but what does it matter...somethings is cannot change one wat u like the person means u like lah u dun like means u dun like lah, where got say tmr change than change one? Will the person be sad? sure have one wat but than life goes on and it whd be a pity if they wun stay frens loh....its real saddening sometimes when someone doesn' twant to tok to u hmm...dun know bah but i always like try to tok to everyone in hope everyone will tok to me bah....coz i cant stand like quietness for too long in a crowd..it juz feels weird bah....and i dun like to get daoed..probably no one does...but than i always get daoed haha
i realised this is a super long post haha and i a typin it in the lib wif no access to tagboards and msn and.... so yah even kana condemn somemore i also dun know but who cares haha ignorance is bliss they say..at least i say what i want to say liaoz....
wonder wat this new week whd bring though....i wonder.....
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