Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i realise that my blog has become quite deaded after a while haha probably i too long not online bah...and maybe due to my dota frenzy recently...ok not exactly a frenzy lah if u dun consider playin nightly frenzy....i shall try not to today haiz but i think i will in the end...wat so fun abt dota u might ask? well if u dun like running around levelin up, learning spells, buying power items and killing ppl in 1 hr...of cause its the most boring game on planet earth. but than to me it brings me to a whole new dimension, a fantasy world i whd say, one that takes me away from the painful reality of this world which i thought i understood....but realised i hav been deceiving myself all these time....i dun understand why i hav to takes REs even when i studied, i dun understand why i have to sail 4 out of 5 days of my thailand trip which is nex week, its suppose to be a treat for doing well for goodness sake and they make us pay 500 dollars to train in thailand...i might as well use my own bathtub, its free, i dun understand the mechanics of this world and i think i nv will...watevers the force that drives a guy to score 4 As in exams i can nv fathom and after reading my ionic equilibrium notes for the 5th time this year this morning, i have no idea why conjugate stuff exist...why cant an acid be a bloody acid why muz hav conjugate???? Most importantly if MR LEWIS was so free why cant he spend his time on something more logical and less mind boggling..i realised i nv paragraph my blog and ppl might complain again for wat....i up till now dun understand....
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Monday, November 28, 2005
i was goin to type all about my sleepless nitez tryin to fiz my com....but i have decided i am too tired...its juz good to be reconnected
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
oh wellz its midweek already haha how time flies man before i know it maybe it will be scholl reopening though i shiver at the thought....oh wellz i thought my parents sent my com for repairs but apparently its still sitting at home lahz dotz...i am praying hard my bros psle results( which will be out tmr) are good man than all my problems will be settled....hopefully my dreams of a labby can be furfilled too haha. hmm bet all of u wondering how my bros psle related to me haha oh wellz its simple haha i will tell my bro wat i want and he will tell my parents and than when they buy it i will "share" wif him loh haha...ok tat sounds a little evil haha
i haven done much work it seems man no matter how hard i try the motivation juz aint there anymore...this is bad man i shall juz take things slow man do a bit a bit everyday haha see how lohz any of u got any ideas can....hmm how to contact me haha probably email bah or sms haha i feel alienated from the world lahz...haha
went out to play the past 2 days lah haha first play bowling on mon wif waiyip daniel tracy junlong and lz haha than yest suppose to play soccer meeting time was set at 8 man...and it started to rain haha when me and junlong reached at 830 only glen was there haha so we ended up at the cofee shop haha than kafai call say raining..mum dun let him go out haha and we called daniel at 830 to realise he still in bed........wah seh according to glen daniel redefined the word late lahz haha... he apparently only reached at 940 which was like 1hr 40 mins late haha oh wellz we walk here walk there in the rain and in the end go katong and lan haha wif kafai ..than after tat we went to daniels house my 2nd time this week haha which is real fun man haha though i feel bad crashing his house soo often but gange's house wif 3 coms is simply sublime haha oh wellz hope the rest of the week will be more fun....for tat to happen i hope my bros results are ok haha
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Monday, November 21, 2005
So life goes on withour a com they say..well it looks like i am stuck in tamp lib blogging while waiting for my fren again hope that he comes soon sia...oh wellz went for training yest man yes TRAINING!! u can juz imagine how bored i am lah to actually comtemplate training as a form of past time haha luckily it was quite fun, i dun know why but being all alone out at sea with only the wind and waves sort of appeals to me haha guess i am quite a loner sometimes....and it seems my fitness level has dropped too coz i woke up aching this morning oh nosi this is not good haha better start to gym...haha i never tot i whd actually use the lib com eve lah this juz goes to show that never is really a long time and nothing is impossible haha...well my family is starting to abandon me again haha this morning my uncle's family and mine minus me all go science center to see star wars exibition lah haha how nice of them man...oh well i will juz hav to find somethng to do wif my church frens later haha..
haiz on to more serious stuff haha i was blog hopping in the library than i suddenly saw this title" Post Mortem" wah seh i tell u i stun sia...i thought someone died lah when i first saw it haha than as i read the contends it sounded like someone died but not literally i guess...well juz want to say that never really expected anything to happen u know, so its not as bad as u think maybe its really bad for u i dun know for sure, but yah i only wanted to find a good fren...the rest i sort of like known is wishful thinking bah strange right i also dun know why ..i want to blog this for quite long liaoz lah juz becoz i like a gal doesn,t mean that every silly action i do is for erm that kind of ending bah...wats wrong wif frens?? the class cant seem to accept this fact though and i personally think that i myself am not ready for it haha dun know why everyone is dying to get attached lah hmm.....
maybe i got the whole thing wrong again maybe u got the whole thing wrong and maybe everyone got everything wrong but what does it matter...somethings is cannot change one wat u like the person means u like lah u dun like means u dun like lah, where got say tmr change than change one? Will the person be sad? sure have one wat but than life goes on and it whd be a pity if they wun stay frens loh....its real saddening sometimes when someone doesn' twant to tok to u hmm...dun know bah but i always like try to tok to everyone in hope everyone will tok to me bah....coz i cant stand like quietness for too long in a crowd..it juz feels weird bah....and i dun like to get daoed..probably no one does...but than i always get daoed haha
i realised this is a super long post haha and i a typin it in the lib wif no access to tagboards and msn and.... so yah even kana condemn somemore i also dun know but who cares haha ignorance is bliss they say..at least i say what i want to say liaoz....
wonder wat this new week whd bring though....i wonder.....
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
Oh well this is basically juz super duper fantastic...my com crashed at home so i am stuck at tmp lib using their coms here well done to myself..oh well it appears they dun allow u to tag on this coms so nevermind than...it was a weird week for me, one of the worst i would say yah, com crash, lost my mp3, my uncle is coming to stay wif me for 1 week starting today and he happily bring his whole family again...i think they are stuck to my house man...oh yah this week was basically chalet and the only thing that rock was the all guys outings man haha we shd hav more of those...anyways went to watch harry potter and i tell u its like so not nice haha nv thought i whd agree wif tracy for once and bj somemore call to tell me its the nicest show alive..dotz lah haha i think M.A.I.D also nicer sia...oh well hope the next week will be better or i will juz crashed myself into the pillar or something, haiz....i was going to make this a long post but after reading everyone's blog i dun know wat to type liaoz...timer is tickin 20 mins has past liaoz..luckily lib use very cheap haiz my mummmy told me technician next week than maybe can come..tats 1 week no com sia..dotz man dun know when i shall blog next....
Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall
well wat goes up muz come down or so tats what the song says...lets juz hope wats lost will be found....absence makes the heart grow fonder....n i am tokin abt my mp3 hahaha wat u all thinking, but than again...maybe not
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
its 2 50 in the morning yes haha and i have juz returned home like 2 hours ago...oh well today was a super duper long day...oh well at least pw is over and half of my relatives who crashed this country is going to leave tmr...thank goodness oh wellz i shall juz do some blogging now than
Have u ever walked up to a door put ur keys in and realised that the door would not open to ur keys? well in such a situation you have a feel options apparently from what i see....
1) Find another door...but that would mean entering another room one that will be totally alien to u...what u want to do is to go home (therefore option is cancelled)
2) Bash the door open... But that would mean destroying the artistic decorations on the door and u might never be able to replace the frame again, most important of all, u respect that door and have no intention of destroying it.(option cancelled)
3) Change your keys...but that would require knowing what the lock exactly is to change to the right keys, since u have no clue what lock it is well good luck to u trying(option cancelled)
4) Oh well most logical option, ring the door bell and pray that someone opens up one day well but than again consent ringing can have 2 effects. firstly it can either piss the person off so bad he/she will open the door and scream at you to go away. Secondly it will alert the person of ur persence and hopefully he/she opens up the door. The bottom line however is you get a response, sometimes getting shouted at may not be such a bad thing.
oh wellz sop much for doors haha its another long day tmr... well apparently my grandma's celebrating her birthday tmr nitez yah dotz and i need to meet bj and daniel at 4 to buy food..oh nosi...okz i shall blog abt chalet now since i got no chance tmr haha
oh yes ppl in case u forgot we do have a chalet starting monday next week...isn't that nice haha oh wellz i look forward to a real fun time next week haha lets juz hope it will be a wonderful week haha weeks for me are juz not getting better...
simplicity is the key.....i hope.....i wish.....i pray......
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
Here are some interesting stuff that i found out today
1) The people in our class are generally very pro at public speaking, especially those who do not talk much in class!!!!
2) Always clarify what you are doing with the teacher to avoid screw ups like today.
3) Never trust a teacher's word, always aim to find out the truth yourself, at least than if anything goes wrong u only have urself to blame and not ur uninformed teacher!!!
4) Its amazing that u can actually hide ur nervousness from the crowd. ok to a small extend haha
5) People who tok shit and crap in class like me, does not imply that my op is good....
6) The more the person says he is lousy or nervous the more pro they are..for example "gan die"
7) Its extremely hard to tell the diff between u being paranoid and reality... probably because i always think the worst case scenario
8) It seems i am either not having a good week or i am having mood swings....
9) It seems i am affected by stuff too easily and this has affected the people around me, i need to learn the art of self control.
10) Last and most important thing: What u try to do is often not reflected and hence something that is suppose to be right is interpreted in the wrong manner.
We need a more simply life........
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Monday, November 07, 2005
Oh wellz haha what a long day it is today haha...church was real cool todayz haha God rocks solid man haha thats without saying of coz... oh went to lynnes place and borrowed the function room to do op haha oh well and i think i am probably the only one in the grp who really feels stress haha apparently the other grp member s are all like not bad lahz haha so they are okz..but i keep feeling that our grp is doing soo little compared to everyone else u know..haiz i have been hearing stories on how pro everyone else is lahz...after seeing waiyip's mindblowing powerpoint, hearing from debbie repeat like a million times how daniel's speech brings her to total awe and leaves the whole room literally breathless, realising that steph's grp is doing a sims simulation( its jaw dropping OMG sia) and mark's super sublime and ultra funny video....and to top things up the coherence of every one else seems to be flawless and nearly prefect!!!!!!!!! Oh wellz if no one else in my grp is stress i am hahaha...i only can hope and pray that tuesday will not destroy all hope... hmm maybe i shd take a leaf out of leslie's book..."chill manz chill" haha.. maybe this is what happens when u have a habit of screwing up abt 99% of whatever u do in life....
on a happier note though haha i finally bought a new shoe and its quite ok initially when u look haha but apparently the more i look the more i fall in love with it haha...so juz stare ppl haha stare:)
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
Sadly i have come a conclusion that anything that i organise is confirm screw up onez man haiz..today we decided to hava pw meeting u know but all our houses all not available...so howz??/ haiz meet in sch loh so i happily ask everyone meet in sch at 2 haha...and once again i was late..after travelling for 40 mins and waiting like 20 mins for the bus i reach sch only to realise that all classrooms were locked and we nv bring labtop..i totally forgot to ask lynne...like so wat we do..wellz basically we stone in the cantenn for 30mins and all of us went home..haiz i am soo sorry pplz....conclusion i tok 2 hours of bus to and fro to do 30mins of pw...well done manz....thats it i am never gonna organise anymore outing, meetings, parties...etc i still rem the last time i organise outing for my frens all of us ended up stoining at stubucks in paragon...its like soooo dotz lahz haiz....4 words man..i suck at it ......oh wellz wat to say...soo sorry to trouble u gan die haha u are not even in our grp and i called u haha this juz reflected on how desperate we are haiz...paiseh sia shdn't call u...
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
Oh wellz wat a boring day it is today manz haha...basicallyh spent it doin op haha oh well we had our first rehersl today and it was erh haha quite funny haha...basically i wasn,t shot tat muh compared to lynne haha her presentation was soo funny haha mr ng was like asking her to act more feminin when she was presenting lah haha he keep commenting on the way she point at the screen haha must have the gal pose haah the 3 of us guys were trying very hard not to burst out laughing lahz haha....oh well nex week we will finally see all the other grps present in the mornin on tues haha haiz..i hav a feeling our standard and everyone elses quite far away haha...and tat was meant in a bad way haha oh wellz lets hope everything turns out okz haha i cant wait to see my gan ge's presentation man haha out of like soo many ppl i ask everyone all say his presentaion rock solid sia haha...esp deb sia haha gan ge u better be careful sia haha....than again since ur gb so pro haha this one also sure no kick one haha later examiners whd put VNS for his presentaion sia haha Very Nice Speech haha
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Friday, November 04, 2005
Wat a day it is today haha..did my pw in the morning than went to meet my good fren david from rj haha..as usual the 2 of us were quite gay again eating lunch tog at ps haha than juz walk into random shops and see stuff loh...wah seh 2 guys walk into best haha than admire labtops and lcd tvs haha...was soo temptin lahz..anywayz we were quite bored so went to play pool awhile and i tell u today is not pool day sia..wah sian all my balls will vibrate at the hole and refuse top go in sia...i hit until i also got nothing to say haha...oh wellz than we went to meet our big sis aka mum haha at og which is sooo super duper crowded until i cannot discribe haha...apperently she juz got herself a boyfren and wants to buy some stuff for him..so basically the 2 of us juz tag along and walked into shops i will never dream of goin in..gucci, CK...etc(most i dun even know how to pronounce) so its like so super duper weird lahz..2 17year olds go that type of shop...only she looks normal haha...wat a dotty day than went borders and realise its the 8th anniversary and 20% DISCOUNT lah!!!! wah seh today last day...i was soo super duper tempted to buy book lah..but its cost like $24 lah... in the end haiz dun want to spend money so go home empty handed sia..haiz wat a day haha
oh yes haha muz tell u all an interesting discovery we made coz we super duper bored haha me and my rj fren noticed that when a couple hold hands ritez the guys hand is always in front of the girls hand haha its so funny ritez but its true haha of abt more than 50 couples we saw all is guy hand in front of gal haha only got 1 special rj couple is the other way round haha...i ask my da jie she say prob because is like the guy always takes the lead wat haha so like this loh...haha so if this is true that means rj gals are ahem dominating hahaha this is so funny..bet u all nv noticed this b4 haha
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Yes aft spendin more than 1 hour looking for a skin i have finally found a decent one haha....oh wellz haha its a cool day haha a cool but borinz day
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