Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Tuesday..: (
tuesday's have never felt any worst in my entire life....i actually fell sick in school loh!! can u believe it this has never happen to me before loh...i feel so erk...the day was juz super long and draggy with certain events toppin the day....
Oh well lets juz say that i hope things like this don't happen too often, the mind can only take soo much. than again wats happen has happen no point cryin over split milk although it deinately hurts...hurt like it has never hurt before...but i shd have seen it comin shd have known....u think that wat u did was evil. u think that it has tainted u. but let me tell u it has not.. u will always be the girl i knew at the beggining of the year. That nice, cute, innocent yet adorable girl... i know i shdn't blog this....i know u will probably never feel the same way i do for u...but the carbon pencil mark will fade as time goes by...than again maybe it never will... i want to continue typin on how i feel but its probably useless... u did wat had to be done, if we were to remain as good frens...it was hard and painful, but it was the truth...
Am i gonna give up? God knows, but if God will's it i will say never...am i scarin u?? i have absolutlely no idea... am i mutilatin and evolvin into this unknown thing than u soo detest so much? I hope not....but for now let the whole world see and know than that we are juz FRENS... so u dun hav to rub it in that means stop those nonsence suanin those stupid frivolous comments all u people out there...Pls at least make life easier for everyone....peace
sailed in at [2:35:00 PM]
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