Wednesday, August 10, 2005
paranoid or paranormal
It was a good day loh....seriously damn good today no lessons so i spent mornin watchin dota and afternoon arcadin and bowlin...than arz pangsai loh after than due to some ndp count down nonsence, we have to walk all the way out to city hall mrt...than along the way, our 'wonderful' fren steph have to start tokin abt some haunted sc radio, than glen started to ask jlow stuff...oh my at first i was not part of the convi so i was totally not affected...than we reach city hall, we split into 2 groups...1 eat food court, the other subway..and i didn't know why the hell i got cravin for subway today loh, but it's the wrong choice sia..tog wif glen tracy and jlow, we started tokin abt all the weird stuff....oh my goodness story aft story, accounts aft accounts each one freakin me out more than the next....but glen seemed more scared than me...however to our utter horror after hearin dun noe hoe many stories liaoz, we realise we have to walk home sia.....wah we both got to walk through sopme long dark road loh...haha wah so i was sayin nvm, we can call each other and tok while walkin....than stupid jlow say haha later u on the phone someone tap u sia how...and at precisely that moment, some idiot tap me and ask me if i from vj....wah i tell u i nearly died of horror man....wat was followed was a series of interestin events....haha
So how was my walk home? haha wah thank god today tamp like flooded wif ppl sia....at least i hope they were ppl...haha so it was not soo bad...although some parts quite dark..but i got my mp3 haha....i shall do my quiet time soon haha...do u know how many times i look back when i typed this on my chair..becoz my com facin the bloody wall....pangsai man....thank goodness my house is peaceful and safe haha...how whd i know that u might ask...oh well simple my mum covers the house ever morning so there's this feelin of peace even if ur heart is in turmoil....in other words paranoid becoz if u don't let it affect u it wouldn't haha...than again i will be lyin through my teeth if i say i aint scared....i am freaked man guys...thank goodness i don't have to fight this battle alone though...
'he who is in me is greater than he who is in the word'....thank daniel for this verse haha it makes me feel much better although still scared...i am after all human, and if u don't believe it let me tell u that ghosts and demons are real man...it doesn't take a genius to know that evidence speak for themselves but u know what how can evil exist without good? makes u think doesn't it...hmm i dun know but if i know there are ghosts i would want to find the good guys to beat them...i am not tryin to spread or promote anything haha i juz want to increase awareness thats all...haha since we are on this topic anyway it sometimes puzzle me i don't really know and i am just curious...as in seriously juz curious and nothing else..i wonder if the people who believe in ghosts believe in angels? hmm...i have never asked anyone that qns b4 u noe and it just struck me...becoz it sounds to me that this is a screwed up world if there are ghosts and no angels...and wat are ghosts? does everyone believe they are the spirits of dead people? i have always wanted to ask some people this qns to know wat they think u know...i don't claim to have all the answers but let me assure u knowin more abt them will not help u very much haha it might even scare u even more if u don't have something to cling to and know u need not be afraid of them... junlong said that if u dont bother them they wun bother u haha let me ask another qns haha wat makes u so sure they wouldn't bother u?? Seriously haha if u ask me ghosts can only affect us soo much man...we are flesh they are spirit we have a form and they don't haha they cannot control us unless we allow them to and if we don't, they cannot dictate our lives haha its juz a thought to ponder about haha i realised i have typed a lot man hmm....guess i was a little too affected by it at first but now at least my mind has calmed to a rational level...this is just a post on the supernatural haha i realise that some people dont believe in ghost and let me assure u i didn't too haha its juz the mind wants to shut out things it cannot explain i suppose things that do not apply rational logic...oh well wat ever it is the above are juz some of my thoughts haha feel free to give me some comments i have never asked anyone this qns before man haha i hope u don't find it offensive and tell me wat u think haha its good to hear other poeple's view pt on this i think its rather interestin haha
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