Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Its been quite a sublime week arz....mugging is like totally full steam man...yup the whole class is muggin man..this is really soo exciting haha lets do this all the ways to promos sia haha...
come on guys...lets all make mugging our personal favourite hobby haha...lets make it our life's greatest wish...chem rocks haha
05S46...WE ROCK MAN...
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
Yes..i shall finally blog after 1 whole week of silence...haiz this is a super weird week i shall say number 1 highlight of the week can be said to be my new found resolution to mug, mug, mug and mug some more....there seems to be this unquencable thrist for knowledge in me and i hope it does not stop....i juz realised how far behind everyone i am seriously loh...i am like lagging in every sub..theres just too much i don't know sia....haiz i hope i am not too late....so much to do, soo little time...
Number 2 highlight can be the chem lecture review test...which i passed for the first time in 8 months studying in vjc.... Part of my success is due to justina sim though i muz say who top the class in the test... but i calculated my marks when i went back minusing all those just helped me in and i found out that i fail by 2 marks haiz....soo sad man but it is quite an improvement still though compared to my normal single digit....i need to mug harder it seems.....
Number 3 highlight and the ultimate highlight of the week....one i am still trying to figure out....i was labeled a secret mugger.... this term discribes people who mugs in secret at home, but tells the whole world they are not mugging to deceive and trick others into not mugging so they will not do well and the outcome of coures is that u do well but everyone else does not.....haiz am i such a person?????????? Seriously, i hope not after much thought i think i am not.... secret/closet muggers usually get 4As it seems and my grades seem to reflect otherwise....haiz didn't know mugging had its flaws too....sometimes i wonder what is going on....maybe i am juz some evil guy in disguise n i don't even know it....than again maybe its just me.... haiz whatever it is a persons perspective is after all his/her own...once the mind is set you cant change it..... it was a good week in general i setoff doing the right thing but i ended it wondering what is the right thing?? Maybe i shd start making announcements to everyone what i am doing.... "ok guys jfoo's mugging but as to how effective i dun know? Maybe some tips from everyone will help"...
Its a real wonder how fast a relationship with someone can deteriote when you realise there's a part of the person that you absolutely detests....The rate is alarming i muz say.....its juz quite sad sometimes that friendship forged over years can be brought down by a simple misunderstandin or in most cases, certain incidents.... Friends are one of the most powerful driving forces in life....friends can make or break you... your best friends especially since they are the ones who r 'supposedly' ur closest frens.... no matter the case, a frenship that lasts is a frenship to be treasured indeed.... especially those from your primary school days...
haiz...how did i jump from my week to frens sia....okok i shall end it here lah, nothing much left to say....actually hmm....the truth is got a lot to say but too lazy to type....lets hope the nest week is better sia...its Teacher's Day anyway!!! YAH!!!05S46...(muggers for life)
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
As i finally take a breather in this super long day...i reflect on what has happen for the past week....basically i have juz entered mug mode. The Ultimatum is passed i either make it or die....as i walk around the school, u can feel this lingering, eerie aura everywhere. Like some form of widespread epidemic that has broken lose. Just this morning debbie and me nearly got infected by the virus, when we accidentally asked a year 2 what was hydrogen bonding. My once close friend who i have held dear for so long transformed immediately into this humanoid churning out paragraph after paragraoh of information. It was absolutely freakish!!!!
The bottom line here is to remember that we are still human...let us not let the stress get into us...let us take this with a nice big smile on all our faces.... After all this is but another step in our short lives... As i finally blog after so long my clock beeps to remind me its time to continue my chem rev...time awaits for no man....productivity at home seem to start like now....i realised too my utter horror just now that my econs essay did not make sense!!! i was doin it half aslp by the way.....oh no man this will not do.....i shall mug tomorrow night in school(those who want to join me few free to..but be warned slackers will be prosecuted).... there is no turning back now...thou art lives in a system and hence must abide by the rules of the system.. which happens to include mugging....
mugging with a smile=luggin....pls even in this time of great trial and temptation where everyone is living on the verge of explosion and suicide!!! Smile....: )
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
my homework makes me look small :(
The one solution to successful mugging!!!
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
oh well i juz realised i hav sum mountain of homework today to do...and wat did i do? i went to do sum revision!!! sum how stupid can i get sia...haha oh well i juz finished sum econs assignment and i realised that my sum maths not done yet...oh well shall do sum maths tmr....than i suddenly sum remember oh sharks tmr got sum pw!!! so how to do sum maths?? sum thanks man....than still got sum chem sia...sum alkanes so hard until i sum cannot understand sia...than sum lecturer also getting sum more and more useless haha....haiz sum soo late liaoz i think i better sum slp than i got energy to do sum work tmr haha...it was sum borin day today sia...juz stay at home and sum stone haha...oh well so much for sum day...sum soo much work and sum soo little time... like they say man sum time awaits for sum no man...we juz gotta sum chiong and hope we sum go with the flow and sum catch up....
word of the day : sum.....
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Talk about a wonderful holiday sia..haha today was another wonderful day...if u count slacking as'wonderful' days haha...basically our pw group went to manda's house to attempt to do pw but than not very successful sia haha...we end up watching kung fu hustle which in my opinion is one of the most sublime shows alive man....haha that show rocks its soo funny and cool haha although this is my 2nd time watchin it....basically thats it haha i feel tired and sleepy liaoz loh now...bah haha but i still haven't finish 7.3!!!1 Arh!!! still got qns 10,11,12,13 which i am damn sure i dun noe how to do haha...oh well shall find some interestin things to put now haha....
currently there aren't any haha isn't life sad....i shall look again later haha
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
It was a good day loh....seriously damn good today no lessons so i spent mornin watchin dota and afternoon arcadin and bowlin...than arz pangsai loh after than due to some ndp count down nonsence, we have to walk all the way out to city hall mrt...than along the way, our 'wonderful' fren steph have to start tokin abt some haunted sc radio, than glen started to ask jlow stuff...oh my at first i was not part of the convi so i was totally not affected...than we reach city hall, we split into 2 groups...1 eat food court, the other subway..and i didn't know why the hell i got cravin for subway today loh, but it's the wrong choice sia..tog wif glen tracy and jlow, we started tokin abt all the weird stuff....oh my goodness story aft story, accounts aft accounts each one freakin me out more than the next....but glen seemed more scared than me...however to our utter horror after hearin dun noe hoe many stories liaoz, we realise we have to walk home sia.....wah we both got to walk through sopme long dark road loh...haha wah so i was sayin nvm, we can call each other and tok while walkin....than stupid jlow say haha later u on the phone someone tap u sia how...and at precisely that moment, some idiot tap me and ask me if i from vj....wah i tell u i nearly died of horror man....wat was followed was a series of interestin events....haha
So how was my walk home? haha wah thank god today tamp like flooded wif ppl sia....at least i hope they were ppl...haha so it was not soo bad...although some parts quite dark..but i got my mp3 haha....i shall do my quiet time soon haha...do u know how many times i look back when i typed this on my chair..becoz my com facin the bloody wall....pangsai man....thank goodness my house is peaceful and safe haha...how whd i know that u might ask...oh well simple my mum covers the house ever morning so there's this feelin of peace even if ur heart is in turmoil....in other words paranoid becoz if u don't let it affect u it wouldn't haha...than again i will be lyin through my teeth if i say i aint scared....i am freaked man guys...thank goodness i don't have to fight this battle alone though...
'he who is in me is greater than he who is in the word'....thank daniel for this verse haha it makes me feel much better although still scared...i am after all human, and if u don't believe it let me tell u that ghosts and demons are real man...it doesn't take a genius to know that evidence speak for themselves but u know what how can evil exist without good? makes u think doesn't it...hmm i dun know but if i know there are ghosts i would want to find the good guys to beat them...i am not tryin to spread or promote anything haha i juz want to increase awareness thats all...haha since we are on this topic anyway it sometimes puzzle me i don't really know and i am just curious...as in seriously juz curious and nothing else..i wonder if the people who believe in ghosts believe in angels? hmm...i have never asked anyone that qns b4 u noe and it just struck me...becoz it sounds to me that this is a screwed up world if there are ghosts and no angels...and wat are ghosts? does everyone believe they are the spirits of dead people? i have always wanted to ask some people this qns to know wat they think u know...i don't claim to have all the answers but let me assure u knowin more abt them will not help u very much haha it might even scare u even more if u don't have something to cling to and know u need not be afraid of them... junlong said that if u dont bother them they wun bother u haha let me ask another qns haha wat makes u so sure they wouldn't bother u?? Seriously haha if u ask me ghosts can only affect us soo much man...we are flesh they are spirit we have a form and they don't haha they cannot control us unless we allow them to and if we don't, they cannot dictate our lives haha its juz a thought to ponder about haha i realised i have typed a lot man hmm....guess i was a little too affected by it at first but now at least my mind has calmed to a rational level...this is just a post on the supernatural haha i realise that some people dont believe in ghost and let me assure u i didn't too haha its juz the mind wants to shut out things it cannot explain i suppose things that do not apply rational logic...oh well wat ever it is the above are juz some of my thoughts haha feel free to give me some comments i have never asked anyone this qns before man haha i hope u don't find it offensive and tell me wat u think haha its good to hear other poeple's view pt on this i think its rather interestin haha
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Monday, August 08, 2005
haha after a rather quiet weekend i shall blog some stuff after all....its really been a super cool weekend not much happen...juz the usual stonin and more stonin....oh well hmm but due to popular demand i shall juz tell u some other irrelevant stuff than...did u know that jack climbed the beanstalk? and the stalk actually had real beans on it....ok that was no link...haha oh yes i am soo excited this week man...tmr actually shiok sia half day than no school no school this is simply put, a sublime week....oh yes found this nursery rhyme online..haha quite cool
Little Bunny Foo Foo
hoppin' through the forest,
scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And down came the Blue Fairy, and she said: Little Bunny FooFoo
I don't want to see you
scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And now I'll give you three chances, and if you keep it up,
I'll turn you into a goon. Little Bunny Foo Foo
kept hoppin' through the forest,
kept scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And down came the Blue Fairy, and she said:
Little Bunny FooFoo
I don't want to see you
scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And now I'll give you two more chances, and if you do that again,
I'll turn you into a goon.
Little Bunny Foo Foo
kept hoppin' through the forest,
kept scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And down came the Blue Fairy, and she said:
Little Bunny FooFoo
I don't want to see you
scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And now I'll give you one more chance, and if you keep it up,
I'll turn you into a goon. Little Bunny Foo Foo
kept hoppin' through the forest,
kept scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
And down came the Blue Fairy, and she said:
Little Bunny FooFoo
I don't want to see you
scoopin' up the field mice
and boppin' em on the head.
You disobeyed me three times, so now I'm gonna turn you into a GOON!
its damn lame haha simply a killer concept sia....this is not edited by the way haha
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Days without school somehow seem to rock more than day's with school.....the house is really very quiet after 8 in the morning so quiet u can almost hear a pin drop...everyone's out and you're in.....so what did i actually do today?? Hmm..thats a fantastic question, one i am still asking myself...at least i finished my homework but other than that i juz remember myself lyin flat on my bed sleeping or rather trying to sleep...some loser left his/her car alarm on and it rang for like dun know how many hours..hmm come to think of it, it must have been a her..he's dun usually make such mistakes and i am not bein a MCP : ) oh yes at least i watched constantine today..its quite nice although its a little dark...ok make it very dark...but keanu reeve is like so super cool loh, if i had half attitude and coolness, i think i will be a hit in school man....i do be THE ONE....ok that was lame....
Oh well its back to school tmr...haha actually i kind of miss school, u might say i am crazy man its only one day loh...and school is like soo sianz and etc etc etc...hmm oh well i dun think i am a home person and just to boost the class ego i think our class kind of rock...sometimes i think it rocks too much loh... always got 'interestin' things happen one sia...i think we muz aim to be more normal...than again 05S46 normal?? so no link.....
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
tuesday's have never felt any worst in my entire life....i actually fell sick in school loh!! can u believe it this has never happen to me before loh...i feel so erk...the day was juz super long and draggy with certain events toppin the day....
Oh well lets juz say that i hope things like this don't happen too often, the mind can only take soo much. than again wats happen has happen no point cryin over split milk although it deinately hurts...hurt like it has never hurt before...but i shd have seen it comin shd have known....u think that wat u did was evil. u think that it has tainted u. but let me tell u it has not.. u will always be the girl i knew at the beggining of the year. That nice, cute, innocent yet adorable girl... i know i shdn't blog this....i know u will probably never feel the same way i do for u...but the carbon pencil mark will fade as time goes by...than again maybe it never will... i want to continue typin on how i feel but its probably useless... u did wat had to be done, if we were to remain as good frens...it was hard and painful, but it was the truth...
Am i gonna give up? God knows, but if God will's it i will say never...am i scarin u?? i have absolutlely no idea... am i mutilatin and evolvin into this unknown thing than u soo detest so much? I hope not....but for now let the whole world see and know than that we are juz FRENS... so u dun hav to rub it in that means stop those nonsence suanin those stupid frivolous comments all u people out there...Pls at least make life easier for everyone....peace
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Monday, August 01, 2005
This is it man...no more..ARH!! i juz had the most pangsai weekend of my life loh..its like so totally wasted and fruitless..the only productive thing i remember doin is goin to manda's house to do pw...and we ended up watchin coach carter instead!!(its quite a nice show by the way...lynne was like totally absorbed in it loh haha she was like rantin for the ppl on the screen to score....like they can hear her loh??) anyway basically if there's one thing that hates me its my curent turorials...hmm i sound like a whining one legged duck...but thats like totally besides the pt...the pt is i am soo pissed wif 1)myself 2)my tutorials 3)school 4)life??
Its juz like my senior use to tell me last time before the race, the wind sucks, the water sucks, the weather sucks, the boat sucks, the life jacket sucks, the race commitee sucks, the jury sucks, i suck and most importantly u suck!! Oh well he won the youth worlds by the way...so it just proves to show that being a pessimist doesn't really mean u are a loser, it just means u are a winning loser..haha... haiz i just feel so (!@#$%^&) now loh i cant do my bloody chem when deb happily told me last week..."very easy wat a few minutes can finish liaoz" sometimes i wonder if she is actually alby einstein or not sia...albert einstein's sister loh...haiz i think thats juz wat u get when u are in some power house jc where 4 A's a norm and bad results mean 4 B's loh.......i shall do my personality test now...soo pangsai i hope the results dun show things like..
"boy u hopeless, there's only one way for u to succeed in life take the first flight to USA tmr and knock on bill gates door and claim to be his long lost son....than again bill gates will probably go something like " i aint been wif no chinese chic...where on earth did u come from? Haiz to that i can only reply from the far side of the world man..where the birds sing and lions roar"....haiz i better start dyein my hair gold tmr....
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